I’m done. Today I broke. I broke it. I accessed her emails and realised what I was always denying –or trying to deny–.  Carolina is over for me.   My heart aches, yet it feels back to health. Someone please help me.


6am. I dreamt you again. I will record an audio message afterwards. I wish I could  have achieved it. Maybe then God would have liberated me.

It’s done.

After the horniness is gone, I feel like I am fucking with my sister.  All attraction is gone and there is just nothingness.  Because of your sins and mine.


We all make mistakes Carolina. We all curse through the mouth, we all have made mistakes. We all make mistakes with the words. As I do, you also did. All of the sins you have committed I will never forget. This is why I […]