Why oh why, didn’t I read the Debian instructions for BookStack instead of spending six hours trying to figure out all the dependencies on my own? 🤦🏻♂️
I hope this will teach me a lesson, but based on experience I know it won’t.
Why oh why, didn’t I read the Debian instructions for BookStack instead of spending six hours trying to figure out all the dependencies on my own? 🤦🏻♂️
I hope this will teach me a lesson, but based on experience I know it won’t.
I’m done. Today I broke. I broke it. I accessed her emails and realised what I was always denying –or trying to deny–. Carolina is over for me.
My heart aches, yet it feels back to health. Someone please help me.
6am. I dreamt you again. I will record an audio message afterwards. I wish I could have achieved it. Maybe then God would have liberated me.
After the horniness is gone, I feel like I am fucking with my sister. All attraction is gone and there is just nothingness. Because of your sins and mine.
We all make mistakes Carolina. We all curse through the mouth, we all have made mistakes.
We all make mistakes with the words. As I do, you also did. All of the sins you have committed I will never forget. This is why I will always be unfaithful to you.
Self knowledge. That is the key to an interesting life. I wonder if you would understand. It’s all about connections, you know? I am again making connections with the universe. Again being one with all. I’m in the bus right now, and it seems the power went out in an entire neighbourhood. It’s all so dark. It reminds me of the bus trips for Charlottendal to Saltsjöbaden (or whatever they are spelt haha) And instanctly I think of you. How only a few months ago I was just miles away from you *sigh* Was it you that I dreamt of while I was there? Were you my dream of a young sweet girl who would give me love and make all things new? This dream girl, who would understand my mind. I wonder if you know how fun it would be to have two homes. One in Argentina, and one in Sweden. The whole world. I could make it happen with friends, now I want to make it happen with a girlfriend. I still dream of your body laying next to me under the sun on the sand, with the ocean’s endless roar. It never stops. The ocean never stops. Neither do adventures and experiences. They never stop, if you know how to seek them.
Haha! I was such a stupid cunt at that moment. If only I knew it’d end up this way…
Alright, so I posted it despite of it being a complete draft of past years. Let’s see where it goes…
… provoca cortes en mis dedos; pero yo lo voy a desterrar de mi hogar.